looking for work
Wow, looking for work can be depressing. It shouldn’t be like that. This makes me whish i wouldn’t have to look for work. I guess that this is what happens to all of us: when we find work we like, we don’t want to go back to that state of uncertainty. This makes sense, but being motivated by fear is not what i want.
I guess that i should enjoy the uncertainty and leave the enjoyment guide myself towards new work. Anxiety can prevent me from spending too much time into activities that won’t lead me anywhere.
Too much anxiety is paralising though, and this is a bit how i feel now. I would like to bring back more enjoyment into job search, but i’m not sure how. Anyway, even just having that as a method can guide me through the alternatives, it’s helpful.